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May 8th, 2007

10:32 pm - FUCK HUMAN KIND So, as many people know, my dog sarah had puppies a few days before the end of the year. So, i got rid of them all about the same time, two came back, so that same day i got rid of the one that came back. Well, those two went without paying and trust that it would be paid when taxes came in because i have no money too. well here it is like three months later and we have no money what so fucking ever. multiple upon multiple attempts to get the money has left me no where. she has told me several times that she would send it or bring it over and that never happened. and now she just tells me about all the bills that she has and she just cant do anything about it. her mom in law also got a puppy, she hasnt paid too, so obviously, thievery runs in the family. why do people constantly like screwing over people they so call friends, i put something in their trust and just as usual people walk all over me like it didnt even matter. so, to be in more need for money, jeremy and i and a few friends went hiking and he did something stupid and he got a real bad skin infection. the medication is real expensive and i have to pay for it out of pocket, this money is needed even more, because if he doesnt take it, he will most likely loose his arm. i am just not having a great time in life right now, and people like her really dont care. they pretend to care for human kind, but to them, it might be just another job or another topic of conversation for people to talk to her about. i am fucking pissed off and i need to rant and i dont care if bring drama to this fucking web site. why do you make a transaction and than dont plan on following up onit, how many credit cards do you have that you just dont pay for hoping that maybe they will just got away. do you go into stores, grab products and just walk out. fuck you and your fake promises and deals. in new york state verbal contracts are legally binding and let me remind you if you are reading this that what we made was a verbal contract. and if i have to take your dogs back so i can sell them and make your children cry so that my husband doesnt loose his arm to some stupid infection than i will and you will have to explain to your children that you are a selfish human being and you dont truly care about the love that you had for that animal and friends are there just to be walked on. fuck you, fuck life, fuck trust. bitch.

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April 20th, 2007

09:31 am - SO this is what 10 looks like So like, i got up at 530 this morning when Jeremy went off to work and i havent gone back to sleep yet. After i went to the bathroom, morning pee, always long, i checked on baby and to my surprise she was awake. So i grabbed my delicious baby and we have been chilling on the couch ever since. For breakfast she had a stage 2 food (so excited, shes growing up), anyways, it actual tasted good, it was Apple Cinnamon Granola, and i bet it would of tasted better if i had warmed it up and all. Anyways, she liked it a lot, i think it was because it was sweet and sugary, kids like that shit, hey i still do. But also, last night she had stage 3 mango, it was okay, she liked it a lot too, she had almost the whole thing, Jeremy was just tired of her being cranky and gave her the bottle to make her a happy little baby, who, may i say, stood up till like 1230 yesterday, whats with her, lately, she stays up all night with this big smile on her face. So, anyways, its so cute, she fell asleep like a couple minutes ago next to me with this huge toy on her lap, if she moves it will wake her up, it like makes loud noises every time it senses movement. Okay, just reached over and turned it off, yay to me, she will sleep longer. Um, so, yeah, i am bored, i dont feel like going to sleep, i know i have to clean and i dont want to, i know i have to do laundry to go out and i dont feel like. I am lazy and i am bored. Dam me and my laziness. I shall be dammed. Anyways, much love to Amanda for being on now, at least i get to talk, or rather, type to someone. Well, bored, love to my peoples, jesi.

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April 16th, 2007

10:28 pm - so... My life was slow today.. i have no paying job... but taking care of the best thing in the whole entire world had a whole lot of other benefits. I love to see her grow up. I miss my critter from OK, i must say that once again and i demand he comes back and i give a reward to anyone who will bring him back. Um, i need more people over, (Beth and Amanda you said you'd come over). Um, i am going back to school, yay to me, and i schedule classes in just a few weeks. I also have to decide Day Care options for my little one. Um, i am on happy pills and people say i am a more happy person, but i dont always feel it. It does suck in one aspect because i cant have any alcohol. Um, i am finally hanging with friends more, even though i want more. I feel trapped by being stuck in the house everyday. Back to my baby, i love watching her play and she is the best thing to ever happen to me. She makes me want to be a better person and i feel brave to admit i have anxiety and depression problems. Looking at her right now, pat the dogs and smile and laugh while they kiss and cuddle up to her brightens my day. I love her laugh, smile, and general personality. Well, talking Manda, gtg, byes.

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April 13th, 2007

01:24 pm - ummm.... so i havent used this since i was like pregnant and i havent been pregnant for six months, so here, i am going to give it a go. My sexy critter came for a visit last week and it was awesome because i miss him so much ( i love his hugs) anyways, he got shit faced at my place and needless to say, when he is drunk he is so cute and funny and he comes out of his shell more. he was flirting with my sexy amanda all night and day and she needless to say was flirting back. it was three days of seeing him and i wouldnt trade it for anything. although he had to go back, which sucks, i know he lives there and has his life there but i really do miss his butt and would love to see him again. i thinking a trip with me, amanda, beth and someone else to OK, in like august to see the oh so sexy critter. well, anyways, to finish the story, we played D&D... well i watched them play it.... i was taking care of baby... the boys were and it was funny... Kriss was told not to play anymore when he kept rolling ones and tony just got real bored and stuff. critter, amanda, jeremy and everyone else played and it was long and i was falling asleep, til like 4 in the morning is how long they played. but anyways, i miss hanging and we need to get him back and shit and i need to play D&D again just to say i did.

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June 23rd, 2006

01:13 pm - Okay day....not really So the Da for jeremy is being a major bitch, i think she needs a man in her life. she looks like janet reno and governer arnold had a baby together. she like i know he violated mean while all her witnesses are like but he didnt and shes like well thats what i believe and i believe what i believe. so basically in the last year of jeremys life his court case has goen no where (what bullshit). right now im just chillin on a break from cleaning the dump that i live in, while she is kicking my stomach and amkign me want to puke. no hormones raging right now but i know they will probably start up sooner or later. well, done for now, maybe ill come again later as i watch my saved CSIs. Talk to ya soon

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June 21st, 2006

08:52 pm - Saying hello! Just trying out the new livejournal! Hello geekiness, here I come! Current Location: Crissy's house Current Mood: content Current Music: Nuthin

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